Bored, miserable, and depressed
I’m bored, miserable, and depressed
So I am at this really weird point in my life where I am stuck, completely stuck. My husband and I got married when I was 19.. I’m now 21 years old. I have no degree.. but some schooling. My husband is awaiting a promotion within a few months that could take us to a different state or location, we don’t really know where or when this will happen all we know is it’ll probably be in the next 3-4 months (after tax season, he works in sales). We have no children and are not trying for children right now. We don’t have much money at the moment and I have been working approximately 5 days/week serving and bartending at the same restaurant for the past couple of years. I am COMPLETELY BORED AND MISERABLE!! I would probably be in school right now if it weren’t for the fact that my husband might have us relocate in the middle of the semester and I don’t want to get into a program that I won’t be completing at that particular school if we end up moving away. I am working a dead end job that I freaking hate. I have no purpose or goals right now and I’m pretty much stuck because of my husbands job. I work at 5:30-midnight and he works in the morning till about 8:30 at night so I literally don’t see him at all and I’m home ALONE all day long. I don’t have the energy to do much during the day anyways because I’m so depressed and my job is so physically/mentally exhausting. I’m almost starting to hate my marriage and resent it because I’m literally just waiting for my husbands job to make a decision about where they’re moving him too. If you have any advice or questions let me know. I literally just hate my life right now, I feel like I’m going to die.
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