Confused

Bare with me, it's a confusing situation

So 10 weeks ago something terrible happened to me, and I ended up pregnant 😩 I found out a week ago. I thought the stress had stopped my periods.

Anyway, I have an abortion booked in for next week as I can't even bare to think about giving birth to my rapist baby.

This is the confusing part, my best friend had a still born son 2 years ago and they had to remove one of her tubes as they found cancerous cells in there. 2 weeks ago after 2 years of trying, she had an ectopic pregnancy and had to have the other tube removed.

She came to my house last night and her and her husband was begging me for this baby. They told me they wouldn't they them how they got here. They won't tell them I'm their real mother. Now even though I love my friend and I'd do anything for her, I just can't do it. I Know I'll lose her by saying know, but I'll def lose her if I say yes.

I think the situation she's put me in is worse than what happened to me. I don't know what to do... I'm scared