Being induced Thursday... Mind blown and disappointed
I'm a FTM and I still haven't fully come to the reality that I'm going to go in to labor and im going to have a newborn. I can't even imagine it. I'll be 41 weeks and have been trying all the tricks to get my body going. I was really hoping to go in to labor naturally, I wanted the "are these really contractions?" Contractions and the sudden surprise of my water breaking, and the excited yet panicked drive to the hospital. That is what I'm mentally prepared for.
Going to the hospital at a scheduled time to be pumped with pitocin is not the way I imagined having this baby. It feels really surreal. I'm not excited nor nervous, I just feel like it's not even happening. Which is awful! This is the last way I expected to feel.
I've been preparing for this baby, impatiently counting down the days til my due date, obsessing over what he's going to look like... And now it's like "blah".
What the hell is this?
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