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So I liv with my sister ever since sept 24th my bio mother kept kicking me out and I got into the wrong group that eventually drugged me and had sex so my sister found me one night and said ur competing home with me well one night I had a melt down and threatened to go back to my bio mothers house so instead my sister called my friends mom who I call mama and basically raised me since I was 12 ever since the fight I’ve been staying with mama and barley talk with my sister well this week on Tuesday I finished my drug class and group I actually did so good I finished early so I crept calling my sister I would text her she would see it but not say anything so the next day I called her n text her she said “ sorry I’m busy” so I left it today I tried calling her texting her I keep telling her it’s important we’ll I went to the dentist on the 22nd and they said my wisdom teeth are impacted and need to be taken out all 4 of them so I filed her I have important news but I’m not getting anything back and she sees it but nothing no reply I’m really upsets she is the last biological family that can grant custody of me because I’m 17 I know I only have a year left but streaky my bio mothers making my life hell I really have no one besides my friends family left all my bio fam lives in Michigan and my sister and bio mother liv in Florida and my biological dad is in jail I really am not copeing that well my bio mother took my service dog and won’t let me see her wish is makeing me depressed I have court issues with my bio mother because I beat the living shit outa her and trust me she deserves more after physically emotionally and mentally abusing me for 16 years I’m getting down a lot wanting to cry a lot I take walks but it only works for the time I’m out people say I’ve came a long way but I just don’t feel like I have I had to start from scratch and get all new clothes n shose because my bio mother wouldn’t give me my stuff or my blanket n pillow I really don’t know how to deal with this much pressure on me for everyone who has high hopes for me what would u do in my situation was it my fault that my sister won’t talk to me should I go to her house