Tubal regret

So basically I’m just writing this because I am sad that I had to get a tubal after my 4th csection Monday. I didn’t want to; but the doctors said if I were to get pregnant again, it would be extremely dangerous. From that prospective, it seems like it was the right thing to do. But I honestly didn’t want to. Now I feel so full of regret because now I’ll never be able to experience childbirth ever again. I’ll never get to experience all the ups and downs of being pregnant again. I’m thankful for my kids, but I am just sad that I’ll never be able to give my husband any more kids and give my kids anymore siblings. I can’t talk to anyone else about this because all I’ll get it criticized. I’m just sad 😞