Just life

Well tbh I just sometimes feel like shit uno the society we live in there is a specific look girls need to have and uno sometimes I look in the mirror and I hate what I see and I think to myself will boys like this will I find a boyfriend so on I always read these posts like love yourself but I find it hard to sometimes and on top of that being a black girl I have these things I think like maybe they don’t like black girls or stuff and it makes me feel self conscious about my skin colour I j wanna be able to think I will be able to find someone I do have a good personality I love my colour but I’m just finding it hard to I wanna make myself the best version I can be and look the best version I can look