Venting

All my life I have been insecure about the color of my skin. I am 25 today, and I do not want to

create a dark child. So me and my partner brought donor eggs so that wouldn’t happen. You don’t know how it feel to be in my shoes and be so insecure about something so simple. I’ve been bullied, called ugly and had guys tell me I am pretty but to dark.

I don’t need judgement from anyone

I just want to vent.

(Note: my partner agreed b/c it’s what made me happy)