About seven years ago I had a falling out with my best friend. I was going through a major crisis and she wasn't there for me. I was really hurt, so I told her to never contact me again.

Three years after that, I was about to get married. I always thought she'd be my maid of honor, but I was hoping that she would at least come to my wedding. I called her out of the blue, but she wanted nothing to do with me.

Last night I had a dream that we made up and I was so happy. When I woke up it really made me miss her.

I found her Facebook page. She looks like she's really changed a lot. Even if I had her back in my life, I feel like it wouldn't be the same.

I'm not asking for advice. She was really hostile the last time I talked to her, so I know trying to reach out again would be a mistake. I just wanted to get this off my chest in the hopes that it would get out of my mind.