So in January 2019 I got into a relationship with a guy and that lasted almost 7 months, but the problem with the relationship is that it felt so artificial and fake. I felt like a trophy girlfriend, as in he’d never do simple things like ask about my day or even pretend to be interested in the things I was into - he couldn’t even name my favorite colour if he needed to. So I broke up with him. And I didn’t want to get into another relationship for a while and wanted to just focus on college, and this was in August - but then literally less than a month later I met this amazing guy. And I fell for him.. HARD. When I say hard I mean I knew that I was in love with him after about two weeks of talking to him. We’re together now, and it’s been five months and I just know in my heart that I do love him a lot. I don’t know. I guess this isn’t really a question or a dilemma, I just wanted to express how in love I am with this guy. I left a relationship that was doing more harm than good to me and told myself I didn’t want another relationship in general until I was a bit older, and then less than 30 days after the fact i was blessed with such an amazing guy. Someone who tries to engage in the same things that I like, walks me home in the pouring rain, invites me to family functions, shows that he cares about me as well as expresses this with words. It’s so great to love and be loved and i hope that everyone gets to experience this too.