Hate being a mom 😔

This is my second baby and he is absolutely the most difficult baby. Doesnt sleep, eats constantly but also throws up constantly. Cries if he is being held 24/7. The drs dont think there is anything wrong with him. It's not due to over eating. My 3 year old hates me and loves her dad because I'm so crabby because I literally get no sleep. And daddy "thinks" he helps but doesn't do shit. And expects praise for doing things most adults/parents do.

I'm at my breaking point. I don't get breaks to even take time for myself. I'm losing my mind. I absolutely hate being a mother.