hey y’all so I’m 15 almost 16 but I’ve really been struggling with my weight for almost all my life. I’m well over at leasttttt 280 and I can’t take it anymore. I hate the way I look and my weight is all I ever think about. I do not plan to way myself as that will make me go into a extreme depression but I really at this point don’t know what to do. I try to eat healthy and exercise when i can but having bad depression as it is doesn’t help with motivation. Something that’s totally awesome is I can’t afford to go to the gym but like I’d kill to be able to go to the gym because I feel like it’s a good environment for my because it’s a motivational place. When I’m at home or out I just don’t have motivation for it. So yes you could say I’m extremely struggling. Plus to add on I have a severe fear of the doctor or anything related to a doctor so that isn’t good but id say it’s my worst fear. So I mean if anyone has any advice it would be very helpful cause I’m really struggling mentally and physically.