14 weeks pregnant ...

My pregnancy has been rough since the start. But i never thought my “boyfriend” would leave me... im going into depression ... im just so lost. I mean i know life goes on and its just hard accepting it. How can you be with someone going to 5yrs and then all of a sudden a baby comes into the picture and im not the girls of your dreams, i dont make you happy, and all these flaws of mines bug you....