It’s going to be a year in March.

I had an abortion in March of last year & as the month approaches I feel such a wave of sadness. It’ll be a year & I still can’t get over it. I don’t regret my decision because I truly was not ready to bring a child into this world and I’m still not ready.

I want to get some sort of tattoo , I was thinking of some little angel wings and hoping it’ll help me come to terms with it. I never told my family what happened only two of my closest friends. I feel like I can’t ever be completely fine. Or just not yet. I would think after a year I’d be fine and not hurting but that’s not happening.

Idk if this has happened to anyone else or just me? I don’t really know what to do. I haven’t talked to anyone about my abortion and don’t plan to for some time.