Literally alone

My bf completely cut me off we found out and he lost his mind.. I don’t know what to do he wants abortion I don’t believe in it especially in this situation. We both divorced and have kids from marriage we planned on making a life together . I had serous issues from the birth control and had it removed we were carful or I thought we were . He was completely aware of me being off birth control. Well when I told him he said he would support my decision if I ended or kept it but strongly believed this was bad timing.. I told him I have never and don’t think I could go through it. He said I needed to think about it well I did. I can’t do it.. literally a week not speaking to me.. this is exactly why women are so mean and bitter. I can’t just go abort my child to make it better for him it’s hard all the way around but not one day have I regretted my babies. I will love this baby with or with out him but wish it was with him :(