I find myself very angry with my husband...

I'll be up many times with our baby throughout the night when she cries, but he dosent even move. Her cries dont wake him at all.

He comes home from work (he works with chemicals so he has to shower before he helps with the baby) and he will sit down for an hour or more, then take a shower then sit down and just watch tv... I have to ask him to take over for a few minutes so I can shower or cook dinner. I have to ask him to change diapers and when I do he acts like I just asked him to move a boulder... And our baby is a month and a half old. It's not really brand new anymore...

I do love him... so much. But.. sometimes I think I hate him...

Being a parent just came so naturally to me, and it feels so forced when it comes to him.

It's like he would rather be playing a video game or watching TV than helping me.