I remember the first time I took a pregnancy test hoping it would be positive. My husband and I were both in the bathroom and we were giddy thinking we had made a baby and we had done it on our first try. We didn’t know anything back then.

Here I am 12 cycles later still hoping that we’ve done it this time even though I know af is on her way.

I have seen countless women announce their pregnancies and even give birth in the time we’ve been trying and my heart just feels heavy.

When will it be our turn?