I had my daughter a little over a year ago. I said I didn't want anymore. Got a 4th degree tear, severe post partum depression, no time with my husband (which made it worse) honestly the most difficult time in my life was those few months. All of a sudden, I want another. Idk why. Is it God? Is it the love I have for my daughter? Once I go down the path to ttc, there is no turning back. Why would I all of a sudden up and want another when I said never again?? I just need some help. Was anyone else this?