😔 Unexplainable Hurt

I’m all i got! No emotional support! Not even from my own husband and now that I’m pregnant with our 3rd baby i feel even worst ... i don’t even want him around me during this pregnancy! His mom too she gone say why aren’t you guys using birth control you don’t need to add another kid to the puzzle ( kids been battling severe eczema, hospitalized blah blah) this is too much i should’ve never told my husband or mother in law I’m pregnant! Killed all my excitement .