Went thru boyfriends phone and found this

Now I usually don’t go through my bf phone but for some reason today I did. I’m honestly lost for words and hurt tbh. Honest to god I don’t even feel like talking to him about this because I feel like he would bring up the past or lie to my face about it. Like we’re doing sooooo good and then this happened and now idek what to think like does he really love me or am I just here to do everything for him so he’s not lonely? I just can’t believe it. We had issues in the past and got over it but now I don’t even know if we could get past this.