dear abusive ex

(trigger warning)

fuck you. fuck what you did to me for 3 years. fuck you forcing me to cut my hair and change my name. i hate you. i hate that you purposely isolated me and the abused me physically, sexually, mentally. if i had a dollar for every drop of blood shed from or over you, i’d have enough to go back in time and make sure i never knew you. i hate that you stalked me for two years. i hate everything you did. you’re an ugly piece of abusive shit and it kills me knowing you’re a popular artist online. it kills me knowing you have a fanbase. knowing that you’re out there happy, and i’m still here suffering. i wish i let you die when you called me after overdosing. i wish you took me with you in death so i wouldn’t feel like this.

thanks,

your now-lesbian ex girlfriend.