My thoughts about myself

I feel like i don’t deserve to be depressed. I have a amazing boyfriend who i want to spend the rest of my life with. I have a super supportive and loving family. I have my pets who always want to be with me. I have everything a person would need in life but my stupid body decides “we are going to be depressed today.” I literally just want to sleep and lay on my bed. I’m having so much body pain i feel like someone beat me with a bat. Doctors always say “just get up and exercise or do stretching.” Well yes it does work but i’m so exhausted and depressed i don’t feel like i can move. I feel bad for the people who love me. I feel like i drag everyone down. I guess i’m just having a pity party. I don’t want attention for this post. I just want my thoughts to be out in the open not stuck inside my head.