1st major mood swing

😭😭 all i wanted was spinach dip with my chips...i know we bought it before the boyfriend left for camp. Ripped apart our small pantry, cereal boxes, cookies boxes,snacks allover the floor. Finally msged him asking him where the fuck it is...."top shelf" look on every fucking top shelf we have...told him still cant find it.."in the fridge" ITS IN THE FUCKING FRIDGE!!!!!! Took me 30 damn minutes and like 30 msgs to the boyfriend all worked up...I warmed it up and then it dumped on my bed. Fuck you and you and fuck you too...i want to cry and break everything in sight. Goodness i dont remember that much of a roller coaster with my other 2 kids! We are in for a wild ride.