Miscarriages

I had my ultrasound today and I’m currently 9 weeks 2 days but they couldn’t detect a heartbeat... I’m so broken. I suffered a miscarriage 4 months back in nov. This isn’t my first miscarriage I’m general. I had 3 in my past before giving birth to my daughter 4 years ago. We are trying but I’m loosing hope...

This one is a little harder to take in cause I haven’t got any symptoms of miscarriage. Bleeding or cramps... I’m lost and hurt and trying to be strong. I just keep asking myself why.