This month!

I want this month to be THE month! I have been trying to keep positive.. But that is sooo superficial.  Underneath that I am so disappointed.  SERIOUSLY!!
​It has been a year now that my husband and I have been TRYING for that positive.  We have changed our diets and excercise habits.  Monitor BBT, and ovulation. I keep telling myself maybe that's the problem, maybe I should quit focusing on it so much.  Just breathe.   
​ SO this month I'm not going to have an expectation. I'm going to play with my 2 year old, Enjoy the beautiful weather, laugh more and be thankful for what God has blessed me with! 
​I am praying that all you wonderful ladies get your positives too.