I just need to vent

So, we moved in with the in laws about 6 months ago. We are buying another family members house, they are currently building a new one. Our rent was up and we were told the new house would be ready in two months. It didn’t make sense to sign another lease, we would just stay with in laws for a month or two and save some money. Wellllllllll, it wasn’t. So here we are, a family of four (two teenagers) and 31 weeks pregnant STILL WAITING.

I’ve been super patient and life with the in laws hasn’t been awful outside of the someone ate my last apple kind of thing. But the longer it takes the more I freak out. My entire house is in storage. I miss MY stuff. I miss running MY OWN home.

I can’t even put the nursery together. I have my first baby shower next weekend and we are running out of room.

Outside of the fact that I have always been a “planner” and and very organized person, this nesting thing is SUPER REAL.

I’m doing my best to hold it together and so are my husband and step kids but the struggle is getting overwhelming real.

Not to mention that now I’ll be moving in my 3rd trimester. Which you all know is limiting. There are only certain things I can do, I’ve got to go slower and pace myself. I know I’ll get it done but it’s going to take twice as long. And obviously, others don’t realize that with the further along I am the more that hurts and aches. Plus, I’ll have plenty of help, I’ve just always been super independent so that’s a weak point for me.

I’m just mad. I want my house. I want to organize my babies things. I want to cook (or not cook) what I want for dinner. I want everything done and settled. Ugh!!!!