He’s finally here!

My 2nd LO is finally here. He was born 2/13. My heart feels soo full. He just completed our family. But he has been in the NICU since due to him not knowing how to eat. My home feels empty, his poor brother hasn’t even met him yet because of the rules at labor and delivery. It hurts! I spend about 3 hours with him daily until I have to pick up my oldest. I have been sleeping in his room the past 3 nights 😢.

Not only am I dealing with that. My husband just found out his license is suspended as of today. He is our main provider. And his job consists of driving from location to location. Not knowing what is going to happen to his job is really shitty. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I feel worthless and just helpless.