What should I do??

So to tell you a small history about me. I've been dealing with ovarian cysts since I was 17 and I'm 20 now. So over the past three weeks I've been having some very bad pain spells I'll be perfectly fine all day then as I'm laying in bed I get pain so severe that I end up in tears. I'm scared something else is wrong. But I'm scared to go to the Dr. afraid of what might be wrong. And possibly losing my job (I've been there a year and a half and I love my job). I just don't know what to do. I'm so scared