Grandma’s funeral in Haiti. With 7 month old

So my grandma just died two days ago while In Haiti. The whole Family (well the people who have passports) are flying to Haiti. Everyone is staying March 5-10. It works for me because this is my spring break away from college butttt I don’t know if I should bring baby.

I never even took my baby out of the state.

Reason considering not takin him:

- I never been (family been but I personally don’t have any experienced)

- I don’t know how to speak the language (all of my family there speaks and understand it)

- it’s really hot there and from what I know not every building have A/C, running water or even bathrooms

- from what I understand, not every floor of my family home is finished... like some floors don’t have actual walls? It’s just foundation of walls, of that make sense....

- there are dirt roads and hills and mountains from what I understand. The thought of my baby breathing in dirty or me falling while holding him is a big fear. I’m clumsy asf lol..

Reasoning considering taking him

- last chance for me to see my grandma

- my family in Haiti can meet him

- I’m not 100% comfortable leaving him with his dad. I know it’s only 5 days but there’s nobody like me. Like I’m around him everyday. His dad probably only see him for a week every month & majority of the time I’m there. Like if my baby cry and Ik what the time is I already know what’s wrong with him. And his dad just don’t have that and get frustrated sometimes or just quick to give him the pacifier. My baby can cry because of a dirty diaper and he would give him the pacifier and I’m like no wtf change him

- I’ll have a peace of mind bc I’ll know where he @ and what he’s doing.