Positive pregnancy test

I am in shock. It obviously wasn’t planned. I’ve been on BC for over a year and I was off the pill for one month due to some insurance issue.

I’ve had late periods before and I was 5 days late. I took one to get the thought out of my mind. I even joked about it, but never in a million years did I expect this.

I don’t know what to do. It’s terrible timing. I feel like passing out. The only positive is that I’m not a teenager.

I need advice or anything.

I have no one to talk to right now and I am going to tell him tonight