Work advice l? 😅😩

Moms I need some advice and I’m not sure where else to go..... so I’m coming to you guys - currently I work as a part-time bus driver (started almost 3 years ago as full time and after having my son went part time) and I’m very much over it. But they pay me just shy of 21 an hour and because I drive part time the schedule is exactly what I need to be able to be home with my son. I only work three days a week, 18 hours a week. I’m home with my son so much right now and I love it. I hate my job though. I have no motivation to work anymore. I dread going in, the last month I’ve taken so much time off im only working 4 days a month basically. We’re not super dependent on me making a ton of money, my husband makes good money so we really only need an extra 500 a month because we have a large amount of debt that we need to pay. My husband has offered to get a second job to help so I can quit my job but I worry I’ll never see him if he does. And I worry if I get a new job that makes it so I can’t work the hours I do now that I’ll never see my son. I’m just lost. I love the balance between going into work and being home with my son that I have right now but more than anything I would love a job where I’m not miserable and grouchy all the time.