I am an embarrassment

I have crooked yellow teeth. I wear glasses. My hair is a mess. I dress shitty because i feel shitty. I have hyperhydrosis so I literally swear everywhere. Like literally(underarms, arms, vagina, ass, tits, face, back, feet, legs.) everywhere. It sucks so bad to be me. I am a terrible mom. I suck at friendships. Because I sweat so much I stink all the time. Just relaxing I start sweating so terribly. My tits are saggy. I am pudgy. I just can’t get a break. My baby daddy is an abusive asshole. I didn’t graduate. I am trying to get my ged.(my mom kicked me out on my 18th bday because I was 18 2 months before graduation) had nowhere to go. I live with my mom now after her treating me like shit my whole life guess she’s trying to mend things. I just want things to look up for once. Just once. Someone say a prayer for me because I just don’t know anymore. Or something. Some kind words of encouragement. I am so terribly depressed I can’t even.