I am having nightmares about getting pregnant!

Um, don’t know what kind of warning to give but a lot of people are really trying to get pregnant here and maybe don’t wanna see this.

I’m just trying to track periods and NOT get pregnant. Right now, it would be the absolute worst time to get pregnant and that seems to just be how it happens for some people. I’d rather chew off my arms.

Anyways part of the reason I went back on birth control was because when the last pregnancy wave hit, it HIT. And I started having anxiety that I was next, so I put some thought into it and got the IUD.

I had so much anxiety that I was going to get pregnant right before I got the IUD. Now I got it, and I’m still paranoid. I make him pull out. I am having nightmares about taking a positive pregnancy test and freaking out because I have the IUD.

I have two different reproductive issues on top of the IUD so me getting pregnant on it would be insane but I still worry. I just had a dream that I took a test that was so positive it had three lines 😭 that doesn’t even make sense🤣 but now I’m up at 3:30 am and had to express my anxiety