I’m sorry to my family and all my loved ones .

I’m exhausted. Of trying to be the perfect daughter. I’m exhausted of dealing with my life I’m 20 years old and still feeling so worthless. I’ve now convinced myself that I will be feeling like this for the rest of my life. So why not end it. Why not end the pain. I love my family I love my parents. But I know I’m not what they want. I know I’m not what they wished for. I’m typing this as I’m sitting in the bathroom crying hiding from everyone else. I always go to the bathroom whenever I have my panic attacks and cry in  silence. I love you mommy I love you dad but it’s my time.