I hate it when my parents call me names

It’s hurt me when they call me ugly and dumb and stupid they say it like it’s nothing but in actuality it making me feel like I don’t even deserve to be here .sometime I question myself why was I brought to this world .if it so hard to please them .the words that come out of the mouths makes me feel like I can’t do anything in this world .and they don’t see that it hurt me and how that probably they reason why Im always locked in my room crying in silence because if I speak up they get mad and start calling me these names again and I hate it ,it makes my mind go into a scary place and I just hate it .