so i dated this girl for almost 11 months. i was utterly in love with her (still am, if I’m being honest...) and she broke up with me and told me she doesn’t love me anymore.

she was my everything.

we were very active in the bedroom and would have sex any chance that we got. I’m a very sexual person so this didn’t bother me at all. i was super comfortable around her and i never felt self conscious or bad about myself around her. she was the only person who could get me off and she got off just by getting me there. that made me feel so sexy and wanted.

but since we broke up it feels like i’ll never have that feeling again. i haven’t been with anyone physically since her.

i started seeing someone new and I’m very attracted to her and i like her a lot. but we’ve been seeing each other almost 4 months and she hasn’t even kissed me yet. she treats me like her best friend. it’s starting to make me feel like she isn’t attracted to me physically, but she doesn’t want to be alone.

I’m not trying to degrade her by making her feel like she has to do anything she doesn’t want. i respect what she is and isn’t ready for, but i miss that physical connection. and honestly i feel as if i’ll never feel the same way about someone as i did my ex.

i like sex, and i thoroughly enjoy getting off. but doing it myself doesn’t give me the satisfaction that i crave so much. i know i need to be patient and respectful but i find myself missing what my ex and i had, often.

it’s over, and i understand that i can’t continually compare what she and i had to others, but my current girlfriend doesn’t even compliment me. she doesn’t act as if she’s attracted to me at all and lately i’ve been so down ab myself.

i guess what I’m trying to say is i miss sex. i miss feeling like someone finds me sexy and wants me. but i really like the girl I’m with...