Feel like the universe is telling us not to have kids.

We've been TTC for three years almost.

Had a chemical December 2017.

We went to a doctor 10 months after that, not a great experience but we at least saw a doctor. Got Clomid, failed.

Tried to see the doctor after the Clomid trial, had a horrible experience with his clinic, sat there for an hour and a half waiting and waiting and doubting I even had an appointment before leaving (numerous reasons why I thought they never actually made my appointment). Never went back.

Had a miscarriage the month after that.

Asked around at other clinics. Decided on two. Tried to make appointments several time with both, no luck.

Trying to make the appointments again, also struggling. Also trying to get the necessary blood tests and pap smear in before going to see them.

Make an appointment with the doctor for the above for today, get the reminder this morning... Then get a phone call to say sorry the doctor isn't actually going to be in. Can I either come earlier (can't) or just see another doctor (who I haven't seen before, who doesn't know my history).

Would you consider these as signs that we just weren't meant to have children?