The night before

Ezelna

My period is meant to start tomorrow and I'm too scared to think about another failed <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>. This month was the 5th try. Tonight is my 5th night before. I was so sure it worked the very first time, I was nauseas and had sore breasts. The second and third, I was nauseas. The fourth my period was late. Each time, I was sure it would work. The night before is the worst. I'm visualizing myself pregnant. I'm praying and begging, please Jesus. For the past two days I've had heavy cramps. Sore breasts and nausea. Please let this be my last night before, going through this anxiety.