Feel like I’m always cleaning but nothing is ever clean!!! Ugh!!

My day goes something like this. Wake up, have my cafecito, do the kitchen... I SHOULD do it at night but just don’t most of the time because after I eat, get kids to bed.. I’m tryna chill, whatever the dishes can soak lol.. quick pick up before kids get up.. get kids up, make breakfast, do the goddamned kitchen again!!!!! Play with said kids, make lunch, NAP TIME HALLELUJAH... kitchen, quick pick up.. start a load of laundry.. chill time my bitches!!! 30 seconds later, kids up, fold laundry.. want to go upstairs and do the rooms.. can’t leave them alone, can’t bring them up because my fucking phenomenal 13 month old figured out the baby gate that I can’t even figure out!!! By the time my husband gets home, everything is a wreck again.. I’m surprised he isn’t thinking I have a whole other life because WOAH so much food, so much mess.. before he gets home I work on business stuff and collecting money.. which is SUPER FUN WITH A TODDLER WHO NEEDS CONSTANT ATTENTION or food lol so more cooking.. more mess, more kitchen!!! I’ve tried making lists, I’ve tried setting days to do certain things.. and to shockingly the days I need to do such things... kids won’t nap, are cranky as all hell, and need like everything they can possibly get... thankfully, husband doesn’t care and does help a little after working hard all day and coming home and working some more.. I thought going from shitty Apts and duplexs to a nice. 2 story home with a pool would be a dream!! But HOW? WHERE?? When does anyone find the time to do everything???

Please send wine 😭