Weird disturbing dream ***trigger warning***

herewegoagain • 👦3.2012~🧒9.2018~👶6.2020

So last night I had a horrible dream and it's been bugging me. Just wanted to share to see if anybody has had the same or can interpret it.

So there's other parts to the dream but it's really irrelevant so I'll skip to the "main" part.

So my girlfriend had given me like these wax sheets that you just stick on your bits and the hairs would stick on it and you just ripped it off. So here I am in my shower just going to town sticking these things on and ripping them off. The bush was ridiculous in my dream. Well I love basically boiling hot water when I'm showering. So I pull this one sheet off and I feel something kinda thick slide down my leg and I see the water pooling around me and it has a red tint to it so I start looking around and I see this weird looking blob. Then I noticed it had a face and what looked like legs and arms. One of the legs was missing as if it had been decomposing. The hot water in the shower made the skin kinda have this melting look to it., he looked extremely deformed and decomposed at the same time. I was horrified to say the least. I saw his little face and he looked so much like my toddler and I knew it was my baby. I saw his little penis and it made everything worse for whatever reason. I ran out the shower and was holding onto him while he was still connected to me. He was dead. My dad saw me and asked me what was happening and I just asked for my mom and he said she had just left for the store. And then asked me why I was bleeding and what was I holding. I told him and he called my mom right away but she didnt answer. My brother is studying for nursing so my dad called him. I didnt want to move but my brother cut the cord and helped clean me up. I woke up to myself screaming.

Sorry if extremely disturbing