So, not too long ago I got raped by a guy that I thought to have been pretty trustworthy. He was a decent enough guy. I asked him if he could give me a ride to practice but if we could go get food before hand. He said sure and I got in the car and we left.

As we were pulling off of the campus grounds he wouldn’t stop putting his hand on my thigh and every time I moved it, he would put it back but higher. I kept telling him to stop but he didn’t listen. He asked if I was scared of him and I said no.

He said that he was going to go to the gas station to get something, I said ok. When he came out he had condoms in his hand and when he got back into the car I yelled at him and said he’s not doing anything with those. He grabbed my upper thigh, looked me straight in the eyes, and said they are just in case something happens. I screamed at him and said that I’m not doing anything thing with him.

He got ticked off and started pulling out of the gas station he backed into a concrete pole next to the pump and I jerked forward. He got out and I considered running but I have no clue where I was. So I stayed. He got back into the car and pounded the wheel and cussed. Then he pulled away and drove off.

I told him that he was going the wrong way and he said that he knew and that he was taking me somewhere we could be alone that was over 15 mins away from where my practice was. I completely turned in my seat towards him and screamed that if he didn’t turn around right now that I was going to call the cops. He did a huge U-turn and pulled into a weird driveway thing.

He yelled at me and said that I had to make a choice. I either blew him or have sex. I got scared and almost started crying. He held my face and said “Don’t cry, I didn’t mean to scared you. I’m just getting mad. Why would I even drive you anywhere if I was getting nothing back?” He said it calmly but he treated me like a child and was acting like he was the good guy. I yelled at him to get away from me and just to take me to practice.

I thought he finally gave up. He didn’t say a word but he had his hand right below the hem of my spandex shorts. As we got closer to practice he pulled off to a side road and put it in park. He said that I was a waste of his time and his money but I wasn’t going to leave unless he got something. I told him that I’m not doing shit with him.

He gripped the steering wheel really hard and looked at me sweetly and said, “Who said your doing anything? I wanted something so I’m just going to take it then.” He reaches out to my shoulder and pulled me closer to him and held me so I couldn’t pull away as he kissed me. I jerked away and I thought he was going to hurt me. But I told him that if he didn’t take me to practice that I’m getting out and walking I was obviously bluffing bc I still had no clue what direction it was. He stopped holding me and said fine.

He pulled into the parking lot where my practice was held but no one was there yet. He said good so we have extra time and locked the doors. I looked at the locked door then back at him and was terrified. He said that I’m going to let him do something or that I wasn’t leaving. As he held me against him and he kissed me I was crying because I needed to go but I was scared that if I told him no that he wouldn’t let me. He shoved his hand into my shorts and fingered me and I looked away and cried. When he stopped I asked if he was done he he said, “ don’t I get a goodbye kiss?” Fearing that he wouldn’t let me go if I didn’t so I did and ran to one of the girls that were waiting.