I hate him, I hate everything

I’m 35 weeks. And I’m laying in bed crying.

I’m overwhelmed I have a 4 year old already.

My boyfriend who is the father of this baby expects me to do everything myself. I go to work I come home I clean and do laundry. I got to swim lessons by myself with my daughter. I get home and cleans some more. I give her a bath I put her to sleep. All while he sits and plays the video game. He’s 26 In 25.

We just moved 2 weeks ago into a new places we’re not fully unpacked because I’m literally trying to do it myself. But nothing seems to get done cause I don’t have enough time in my day to work, do all the above, then unpack.

Mean while he gots to the gym once or twice a day (he’s very fit and military).

Then we go to dinner tonight and someone named “ris” is FaceTiming him. He didn’t answer. My name is carissa and in his phone I’m “Rissa”

So I said who’s that he said “MY niece that lives in Sacramento” 🥴🥴 we’ve been together 2 years and never have I heard of this. So i asked what her name is and he said carissa. SO we’ve been together for 2 years and you never mentioned a niece that has the exact same name as me and your ignoring her FaceTime?? Cool story

Earlier this week he was off work and my best friend happened to jump into him at frys and saw him with a female. She called me right away I was at work. So I called him and was like who are you at the grocery store with and he said “Taylor” idk who tf Taylor is. Then he proceeded to call me immature and insecure and all this and that.

I just feel like he is constantly lying about anywhere he says he’s going. I’m just not happy and on top of that pregnant. I’m excited for this baby but I feel like I do it all by myself now. So what’s the point of him even being here. And he blocked me on Instagram tonight and is currently sleeping on the couch. What a shit head.