Feelings about pregnancy...

Before and while my husband and I were trying to get pregnant, I couldn’t wait. I couldn’t wait to feel this special way that I was taught to believe. Fast forward to me being almost 11 weeks pregnant and I’m not having fun.

Society teaches you that when you get pregnant, it’s amazing and you’ll feel amazing. But it’s far from the true. I deal with morning sickness all throughout the day and indigestion. And I have even had days when I didn’t have any symptoms at all. And those are the scariest days. Like why don’t I feel shitty?

Ugh, just feelings. I hope out of the first trimester things get better. We are starting to tell people with excites me.

I am thankful for this baby and the life we will soon have but just hate feeling really blahhhh...