That feeling of disappointment never gets any easier..

The feeling of disappointment and heartache never gets any easier .. even after months going on years it never gets easier. I stopped counting months. I just move into the next and put the last month behind me.. although I never forget seeing a negative 😔 it’s almost 2 years now and I still haven’t found a good way to deal with it 😔 this is our 6th month ovulation induction using femara and now we get to move onto hcg shots and IUI. Af hasn’t showed but I know she’s going to like always 🤷🏻‍♀️ sorry for the rant I’m just running out of positivity here ..