Currently laying in the ER hospital bed waiting for my injection of Methotrexate. After 2 months of happy pregnancy symptoms and the last month of horrible hospital visits to monitor this pregnancy...my ultrasound today showed a mass by my right ovary. To summarize, I have had a total of 5 ultrasounds, 9 blood draws, 3 Emergency Room visits, I am guesstimated to be between 6-7 weeks along in my first pregnancy. Nothing in the uterus but also nothing is certain. Anyways, my OB has been wanting to end my pregnancy based on hCG levels alone for weeks now...she has gotten her wish. 

 

  I need support. Are there ladies out there who have gone through this? Please reach out to me. It has been an incredibly stressful, fearful, and emotional pregnancy and I'm to the point where I feel numbed. Like the crying has run dry. Just looking for some friends through this <3