We had to say goodbye to our beautiful baby girl last week.

I was 17 weeks, nearly 18 weeks pregnant.

Went for an ultrasound to find out whether we were having a girl or boy. When we got the most devastating news our baby girls heart had stopped a few days prior to the ultrasound.

I got induced and went through 12 hours of labour to give birth to our beautiful baby girl Gracie.

I feel so lost and sad. The doctors can't find a medical reason, and is described to me as an unfortunate event. I have a son who is coming up 4. I'm so scared to try again but we would love another baby. I don't want to replace Gracie but the hole that's in my heart is yearning for another pregnancy/baby. I feel so guilty and confused. 😔😖