Venting

Okay so I have been living with my parents since I been pregnant my baby is now 7 months and my mom has been dragging me about being a bad mom. I have my daughter 100 percent of the time and I’m drained! I have no help with her so I do relax when I can. Tonight She called me lazy and other names because she said my baby couldn’t walk! SHES JUST TURN 7 MONTHS ON THE 22nd!!!!!My baby is just now starting to crawl so I was literally excited about that and she killed all of that! I’m currently looking for a place but everything is shut down because of the virus and I’m so miserable. I have been so stressed lately to the point where I get light headed and the room start spinning😭😭😭My milk supply also went down a lot! I don’t know what to do and I don’t want to disrespect her. She has treated me like this my whole life. I’m literally crying my eyes out because I’ve been so depressed to the fact I don’t want to get out my bed. I just need a work of advice because I’m falling apart