HELP!!

*Edit*. So I came on here because I couldn’t talk to anyone about my situation. And to be quite honest what I came here to say wasn’t the actual point to the story.

I think I just wanted a new set of people and hoping for non-judge mental and helpful comments.

As a young woman who was never given an ounce of love as a child and wasn’t able to recognize toxic love, I was finally able to feel that way with someone that wasn’t on the market. I’ve learned so much and can finally say I am a step closer to understanding how to love myself because a huge part of me is difficult to love when that part is what my mother fed me. The bullshit.

So that’s the honest truth. Being trapped inside a room for rent during this time of crisis and my recent menstrual cycle and the energies of the Earth really affected me to write my last post. So I apologize to myself for putting myself in the wrong foot. My biggest flaw is that I put myself down too harshly and everyone seems to notice it before I can.

If anyone reads this. Thank you. ❤️❤️❤️