the change...

My boyfriend and I recently have been having problems, I bring up issues and he acts careless but doesn’t want me to leave. I lay here in bed while he’s passed out and I’m sad because I don’t know where our relationship will go. I’m not in love with me because of the stress and lies I have to put up with. I love him as a person because we have so much history but I know I haven’t been the happiest in a long time and neither has he. Tonight he said he wanted to cuddle and I just couldn’t,,, sleeping in bed was uncomfortable... am I falling out of love with my boyfriend..... 😣😳