Terrified and trying not to worry anyone

We had tried for over a year to get pregnant with our second. I had 3-4 miscarriages and it was so hard.

When we finally got pregnant, I was on progesterone the whole first trimester

Second trimester was great

Now we’re in the third trimester and I have placenta previa, I’ve been on bed rest for weeks now, and baby has IUGR so I’m doing 2x a week NSTs.

With everything else going on in this world and my husband possibly not being in the hospital, I’m minutes away from losing it.

Has anyone had these issues before?? My first was the easiest pregnancy, got pregnant when I wasn’t even trying, and everything went well.

Anyone had a similar situation with IUGR and placenta previa?