feeling depressed just wanted to share how I feel

Ommy

Few years back I have been diagnosed with PCOS then a year ago I have been diagnosed with pituitary microadenoma (tumor) and hypothyroidism. I have a son almost 3yrs old I had a miscarriage last October after then miscarriage I have gain more then 20lb I want get pregnant again have another baby with all the physical issues and nothing feels right feeling so depressed and sad. Want to lose weight want to get pregnant have a healthy pregnancy.